A Christian’s Reflection on Time

Experiencing Time

Since my baby was born, I have experienced time differently. No longer was it based on my scheduled plans and tasks down to the 15th minute, but the limited drops of time between feeding and soothing a wailing child. Time went by more swiftly and also more slowly. The minutes are short but the days are long. Yet, while time marched on chronologically, moments of significance punctuated time–marking certain times as sacred and others as ordinary.

The River of Time

People used to ask me how I manage my time, presumably because it appeared to them that I could juggle multiple commitments. Now, I ask myself the same question.

We cannot actually manage time. The river of time is not in our hands. The Scriptures demarcate a beginning and an end—the headwaters in Genesis from which the streams of life begin and the vast ocean of new things in Revelation. God sits apart from all this in the everlasting to everlasting.

Yet, He placed eternity in our hearts that while we swim against the tide of earthly time, we may ache and yearn for perpetual kingdomtide. We cannot fathom the complete journey that our time, or indeed the world’s time, will traverse. God appoints the times and seasons to demarcate one place from another, just as He sets the sun, and the stars and the moon in their place for us to experience the rhythms of trials and grace. Without the nights, there would be no mornings at which God’s mercies are renewed.

As the rivers of time cross mountains and valleys, our life stories are marked by God-written chapters, seasons and times. There’s a time to work and a time to rest, a time to be in the trenches and a time to be with our family, a time to profit and a time to furlough, a time to suffer and a time for healing, a time for conflict and a time for reconciliation. Kingdoms rise, leaders fall.

So, we are instructed to discern the times that we may prepare our minds and souls, and to know which way we must go and do the will of God.


This requires wisdom, which we may gain when we number our days and seek from the Lord. If time is a river, our lives are but a mist of vapour. Take a breath. Breathe out. In God’s reality, that’s it to us. From dust, God breathed His spirit and formed us.  And to dust we return. Still, He prepared the purposes our lives must fulfil.

When we understand this, we begin to value the time given to us and steward it well. For time is short, the days are darker, and soon it will be night.

We can redeem the time with wisdom to live intentionally by the things we ought to value. We value the things we lay our treasures on. Do we stake on this temporal world or the kingdom to come? Do we bet on Mammon or God? Do we seek noble loves or ignoble pleasures?

It becomes then not a question of how much more we can do, but what exactly we are supposed to do at the right time. Thirty-three years of building an army would count for nothing but three years of discipling, healing, teaching and witnessing culminating into a holy self-offered death changed everything. Discern the rhythms of the season. Cultivate routines. Begin with the end in mind. As if at the precipice of a waterfall surveying the impending journey before diving in, look at the way ahead and mark your time. Persist in the first things and first loves. At the appointed time, all things will come together.

It becomes then not a question of how much more time we have, but how faithfully we walk in step with God. The early ancestors lived more than 900 years but Enoch walked with God for only 365 years until he walked into heaven. We know nothing of his achievements save that he walked with God to His pleasure.

It becomes then not a question of our ability, but of calling. The apostles likely waited tables for a time until they recognised their uniquely appointed task was to teach the words of Jesus.

It becomes then not a question of productivity but of joining the divinely written story. Jesus began His ministry by taking a detour to enter Samaria to wait at a well for a socially outcast Samaritan woman. That woman would become the first evangelist, bringing her entire village to Jesus. In the Kingdom, subtraction paves the way for multiplication; a single death can reap a great harvest of new life.

It becomes then not a question of waiting impatiently for empty wishes, but waiting with hope in God, hope that drives action. For those who wait on God renew their strength–strength to act, to run, to fly according to God’s purposes, not our own.

We can do many good things but if they’re not of God, we labour in vain and they amount to nothing. We may even be spurned at the final time. And all the works will be burnt to ashes. Only the unseen fruit will survive the furnace. This is fruit borne of abiding in Jesus. That is walking in obedience to His word.

We need to walk in step with Jesus by taking His yoke upon us. Where He is, when He is, we must be. If we walk ahead, we unnecessarily burden ourselves. If we follow His pace, we will find it light, for He takes the weight of the world upon His shoulders. And also the weight of our anxieties and fears.


Indeed, Jesus did so, bore our penalty, and ransomed our time. In that exchange, we rightfully no longer own our time. Jesus owns us and our lives. Yet, He does not own us as a harsh slave master. He liberates us to freedom. It does not mean an easy life. It does mean the wide pastures of grace to pursue the greater things. So, there are greater things we are urged to pursue in every season—prayer, thanksgiving and walking justly by faith expressed in love. Every hour may be marked by these.

Every moment we have is a moment belonging to Jesus. He is Lord over all, whether we acknowledge it or not. When we resist His sovereign grace, we will face resistance. When we let ourselves float on the baptismal waters of grace, we will enjoy His pleasure. Our task then is to believe and take hold of each moment. We may live each moment present before Him and ourselves and others, even while we look back and marvel at the tributaries traversed thus far and we look forward and yearn for the beautiful season promised to come.

Flowing Under Grace

One of my favourite memories is white water rafting in New Zealand. After crashing and tumbling on the rapids and desperately rowing with our pedals for a long time, we reached a stream where our instructor invited us to just enter the the water and float along. I nervously dipped into the stream and laid back on the surface of the water with my face looking up towards the blue sky. It was the most liberating and peaceful moment. I drank a few gulps of the crystal clear water and it was the most refreshing water. It felt like all was right with the world.

Perhaps this is what it could be like to flow in the river of time under the grace of God in step with the pace of God. Every moment we are in is already the place of God’s will. The choice we may make is to be there or not. When we choose to lean on His grace, we may find there flows too the river of life, streams of living water from which we drink until endless peaceful days become ours to enjoy.

Original Song: Kingfisher lyrics

Kingfisher by Ronald JJ Wong

In an uncertain time of lockdowns, social disconnection, virus contagion, and economic troubles, to live at all is a daunting challenge. To give life and raise a child in such times is a frightful responsibility. This song is a love letter from me as a parent to my firstborn child to not only survive, but to thrive, by living courageously on the power of hope, faith, and love. 

Listen to the song at the platforms found here.

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Whisper in the Dark: Jesus is Risen

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For many Christians, this is probably the first Easter where we will not celebrate the resurrection of Jesus in a packed church building with celebratory pomp and music due to Covid-19. Yet, if Jesus is risen, how can we truly experience this reality? What if the resurrection of Jesus is experienced in our lives not as a blaze of glory but a candle flame in the dark?

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Disrupting Church for the Mission of Church

Evolve or go Kodak

Generations grew up referring to “Kodak moments” as photo moments to capture on film. Today, many young people do not know Kodak. In 2012, it filed for bankruptcy. Kodak was disrupted. Kodak lost its purpose. It did not see the changes happening all around which fundamentally changed what it meant to capture moments—people were shifting from film to digital photography.

I fear many churches in Singapore will go down the same path as Kodak. I wonder whether church leaders are fully cognizant of the fundamental changes in the horizon. When these changes come around, they will hit hard. And who will suffer but the remnant, including the young future leaders of the Church?

Evolution is necessary. Not that we fear the death of the Church, for that wouldn’t happen because God will not permit it. But we should fear becoming a Church that has forgotten her first love and her first works, and become lukewarm and be spit out of Jesus’s mouth.

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Song: King of Justice (Psalm 72)

A song I wrote based on a word from the Lord in Psalm 72.

Please feel free to lead, sing or play this song in your church worship services.

Spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/1niMJVH0O1qG6RTVZ903Bl?si=H_nWAv7GSEK8rb8usRSvTA

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Also available on iTunes, Amazon Music and Google Play.

Watch Youtube video of version led by Ethel Yap & Woodlands Evangelical Free Church worship team.

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Acts 9:23-31 Devotional: Persecution and Peace

So the church throughout all Judea and Galilee and Samaria had peace and was being built up. And walking in the fear of the Lord and in the comfort of the Holy Spirit, it multiplied. – Acts 9:31

Saul’s turn to Christ also led to a turn of the tide of persecution against the early Church. Yet, this was at his personal cost. He was now the one being persecuted, hunted down like a prey.

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Acts 9:1-22 Devotional – The Persecutor Surrendered

5 And he said, “Who are you, Lord?” And he said, “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting.” – Acts 9:5

15 But the Lord said to him, “Go, for he is a chosen instrument of mine to carry my name before the Gentiles and kings and the children of Israel. 16 For I will show him how much he must suffer for the sake of my name.” – Acts 9:15-16

Acts 9 continues the narrative of the persecution of Christians, starting from the stoning of Stephen, which Saul of Tarsus participated in. We have seen how persecution led to dispersion of Christians and the gospel to Samaria. The next part of the narrative shows us how persecution gave rise to the apostle to the Gentiles. The chief prosecutor surrendered to Christ and became the great apostle of the Gospel.

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